[Inner Feel]
What's this I'm feelin? When I'm alone in my room, facing my comp or doin my assignments; there are times when I'm not thinkin bout these works. Then, this fearful thought came to me... I feel lonely. Why? I can't find the exact answers myself. I try to search deep, think properly, why? What am I doin here? Plainly study? No? Yes? Looks like yes but I don't want my life to be like plain-white-bread. How's my social life goin? Good? Bad? Looks like good as I've made lots of new friends yet some aren't very close to me like my old gang. ( Yin San, Wai Kit are always here!! Lean Chiew, Vishul I miss you guys badly!! Poh Yoke, Sharon I miss you dearly!! )
There's something missin in my life... And I think it comes down to 'the-one'... Are... You... The One? I'm not sure, you seemed like yesterday's dream. So real, so near, yet I fear if I ever wake up and see the true world, you're gone. Yet dwellin in this dream will bring me nightmares; things unforeseen, unforetold & inevitable. Wake up? I dare not... This dream is too good to be true. Paths ahead are still blurry; fogged heavily that I can't even dare to take another step. I'll wait, and hope, to see the same truth as my dream will be. Deja Vu.
To Dearly Beloved Pasukan Perang: We will reunite coming this weekend. Let's keep our spirit high and never let go anything that we have this moment.